Judith wrote a beautifully written book about this experience, Disguised As A Poem, a title taken from one of the poems included in the chapbooks on this site. The book is a deeply personal account of what it is like to try to reach across the walls that divide the prison from the outside world -- with poetry as a bridge to that journey. It is a book about the depths involved in prison culture, and a trust that is built slowly, through time. But it is more than about prison, and one may never read a poem in quite the same way again.
In Disguised as a Poem, Judith writes:
"In class one Monday night, I talked of my idea for our next publication project: a series of chapbooks. Each student would design and assemble a small book of his poems and I'd distribute these as a series."Coties asked how long each book would take to create. 'Will it take a month of Mondays?' he asked. And Month of Mondays became the name of our press."
"My father always used to say; 'Better to be dead than mistreated.' I didn't know where he was coming from. I was a kid in California, and he was from Louisiana. I'd pull the tab on a beer and shake my head thinking, nothing's worse than being dead. But now I understand."
They listened to Spoon describe being kept in a cell at the city jail across the street from the high school where he had attended, and what he heard from that cell. . . It was to Spoon, especially, the kids addressed their letters and poems. Spoon -- whose world included wildflowers and butterflies, as did their world. Spoon -- a country kid who "was nineteen when I got busted."
By early fall, Coties could no longer bear what he was seeing on TV, in letters from home, and on San Quentin's yard. He came to the office and showed me a poem that ended: 'Homeboy/Homegirl/We gotta wake up/and take it all in/piece by piece/All the droppings count/cause it's your life.'"'We've got to do something, Judith,' Coties said as he looked up from reading his poem. So, at Coties' suggestion, we began work on our last class anthology: a book of poems for kids getting in trouble."
When the book came back from the printer, I sent copies to over four hundred schools, juvenile facilities and community programs. So many requests came in for additional copies that the Warden asked San Quentin's printshop to prepare a second printing."